processes

emotion is a constant in this world. whether it happy, sad, angry, frustrated, or whatever you're feeling, you should be always feeling something. it's what separates us from everyone, because at that exact point in time, you are feeling something only you can really fully grasp. now you can try to explain it to others, or you can also try to take relate to someone else's situation, but its truly never the same.

trying to explain your emotions, or what you feel, for the most part, isn't really trying to tell the other person what it is. it's more along the lines of reminding yourself how you view happiness or sadness, anger or depression, and by saying the words out loud, you solidify your statement, and make it real for you, not for anyone else. sure you want people to understand what you feel, but everyone knows, in the back of your head, they just won't understand like you do.

a lot of people talk sometimes to convince themselves of what they are feeling, and try to validate that its the "right" way to feel. im a victim of this, and i tend to talk a lot and try to convince myself that what i am doing right at this moment is what i "should" be doing. but it's like trying to justify why red is looks red, you really never come to a conclusion based on other people's opinions, and only when you open your eyes and see for yourself what color it is, and actually want to believe, does it become a true in your life.

right now my blue is green. i still have a far ways to go.